God help me.
Nanowrimo is very, very, time-consuming. In fact, I should probably be working on my story right now. But I am just so annoyed at it, and I guess I just don’t know where it’s going.
So you know what? I gave up. After four thousand, five hundred, and thirteen words.
Huh. Good job to me. Actually, never mind that. I suck.
I have discovered that I am utterly incapable of motivating myself to do anything. Which is why I’m typing this blog post instead of stydying for the dumb science test that I have tomorrow. I really am an idiot. Thank God I don’t go to an IB program school. I would just about die. (And people say I’m smart. What are they thinking?)
So yeah. I’m in a writing program and I’m not even capable of writing 670 words everyday to meet a good of 20 000 words. That just doesn’t say much about me as a writer.
Things I Have Written Instead Of The Novel I Was Going To Write:
- Bad poetry.
- A dumb essay on character development, adversity, and tigers. Don’t ask. (And yes, it was an assignment.)
- Emails and text messages that showcase how boring my life is.
- An essay about perception.
- More bad poems.
- This blog post.
Do any of those include the words “novel”, “dumb novel”, or “stupid novel”?
No? I thought so.
On a completely different note, my work has been published on my school’s literary magazine and there are currently two typos in it. I actually can’t stand to look at it. It been bugging me for days. Days!
And have you ever had the issue where omitting one word completely changes the meaning of a sentence? Yeah? Well, they did that. Do you have any idea how annoying it is? I actually had to restrain myself from yelling at the editors.
And of course, their website had other problems as well. It always does! Yay. I am not (let me repeat this, NOT) excited to have to be one of the editors next year, which, like so many other things, is a mandatory experience. Yay! (NOT)
So now that I’ve ranted about NaNoWriMo and those dumb typos in my work, what’s left?
Ah, that DUMB SCIENCE TEST that I’m supposed to be studying for.
I hate biology. And obviously, it’s a biology test. Some people are perfectly content with doing it now to get it over with. I, on the other hand, am not. I would rather never do it.
Unfortunately, I am not so lucky as to have that option. Screw the science curriculum that makes biology mandatory until grade 10.
Did I mention that I have when things are mandatory for no reason?
I need to memorize a whole bunch of terms that will probably not be any use to me in the future all so I can pass this dumb course that I really like except for this unit. I hate this unit. I will never take biology again one I have the choice.
Screw this test.